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論苔絲之死
（作者未知） 2009/4/24
（接上頁）kedacigarette.Shelookedmoreadultandwomanlythanshereallywas.Aleccouldnottakehiseyesoffher.Shedidnotknowasshesmiledinnocentlyattheflowersthatbehindthecigarettesmokewerethecauseoffuturesorrowinherlife.Atthelast,heactuallywrappedthecoatofreligion,andbefurtherintensifiedcommitprimes.Atthehardy’stime,thereweresomanypeopleusingreligiontocheatotherpeople,itisthehypocritical.Furthermore,itishighlyentertainingevenwhileitdoesnotlayeverythingoutinaneasy-to-followstory,andeventheclimaxmovessoquicklythatitiseasytoleavethetheaterandnotknowexactlywhathappened.Inchapter19,shesaid,“it’stoolate!Becauseyoupersuadedme,youwithyourfinewords!Asyoudidwhenyouseducedme!Youtoldmehewouldnevercomeback!Buthedid!Andyouhelpedmyfamily—that’showyoupersuadedmesocleverly.ButwhenIbelievedyouandcametolivewithyou,hecameback!AndnowIhavelosthimasecondtime,andthistimeforever!Hewillhatemenow!”sheturnedhertear-stainedfaceandMrs.Brookscouldseehowshewassuffering.Andheisdying;helooksasifhe’sdying!Itwillbemyfaultifhedies!Youhavedestroyedmylifeandhis!Ican’tbearit,Ican’t!Themanspokesharply,andafterthattherewassilence.Justthenshenoticedamarkonceiling.Itseemedtobespreading.Itwasred,andwhenshestoodonthetableandtouchedit,itlookedlikeblood.Sheranuptolistenatthebedroomdooragain.Thedeadsilencewasbrokenonlybyaregulardrip,drip,drip.Sheranwildlyputintothestreetandbeggedamansheknewtocomebackwithher.Togethertheyhurriedupstairsandpushedopenthebedroomdoor.Thebreakfastlayuntouchedonthetable,butthelargeknifewasmissing.TheyfounditinAlecd’Urberville’sheart.Helaidonthebed,pale,fixed,dead,stillbleeding.SoonthenewsspreadalloverSandbournethatMrs.Brooks’guesthadbeenkilledbyhisyoungwife.Yet,italsosuggests,ingoodsurrealistfashion,that“knowing”isnoteverything,that“seeing”and“believing”aregoodoptions.Fromtheseexamples,howcanwefindthebenefitofthereligion?ItisseemsthatmanypeoplebelievetheBuddhismlikemeinChina.Iteasymadeusdoubtstheforeignreligion.Withthisdoubt,Iwenttolibrary.ThereisabooknamedTHEPROPHET,whichiswrittenbyCaly,whoisLebanese.Thetitle（未完，下一頁）
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